This list thing seems to have me posting a lot. I'm sure that'll stop soon.
Here it is due to my supreme frustration with being here-
Reasons I can't wait till August:
1. My job will be done. I'm not doing anything that I want to do or desire to do and I'm kind of over doing jobs that have nothing to do with my desires. That's why I have a college degree in a major I enjoy- so I can do things I enjoy.
2. I'll be done going to my church. I love my church very much but right now they are going through this huge transition that stinks. I'm done with having to put up with stupid drama at a place where people go regularly to be told to love each other.
3. I'll be out of the ant-infestation. Hopefully my apt in LA will be better as far as insect-infestations go (as in less not more). I'm sick of the smell of the raid and I don't like having to clean up 9000 dead ant bodies after spraying it.
4. I can start making new friends. I need some. I have great friends here, but I'm ready for a new batch of people. That's really hard to do from a "you have two months here and then you leave" perspective.
5. I need to be around people not obsessed with meeting their one true love and getting married. I really just need space in this department. I need freedom and fun not a life-long partner.
6. Mikey's going to be gone most of the summer so I might as well be in LA. We'll have July together, but even then it won't really be very much time.
7. I hate that stupid feeling actually in seeing all of my friends that I'm half ready to say goodbye but half not. Some of them I feel like I've left already mentally. Others I'm not going to be ready to leave, but I'm not really bothering to connect to them any more since I don't want to half to leave them.
8. Maybe then my softball skills won't be an embarrassment. Or my tennis skills. That's what practice is for right?
I'd like to say this is the only time a list like this will come up but I bet tomorrow there's another one just like it...
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